December 1, 2023
Dear Husband,
I want to write the exact thoughts I have for you zo you could easily know it. But I have to write it through articles. Zadly, you don’t understand my message by doing it this way. While I’m writing my message about you I keep on thinking of a way for you to be able to understand it clearly and easily. If you would only really try to understand every detail I write in the posts I make for you, you’ll see my requests, my worries, and my emotions. But you keep on interpreting it differently.
If I can only tell what I mean directly it would be easier because I can use accurate words to tell you my message. But because I have to code the message, there are times that it’s hard for me to explain it in your language and relate it to therapy or writing. Please remember that my English is poor. That’s why there are times when I use words that I only know because I have a limited vocabulary. But I’m ztill trying to explain what I want to zay to you even its hard for me to think of how to explain things in a coded manner.
When you post, I try to understand it even though there are English words that I don’t know their meaning. Also, there are times when it’s too hard for me the figure out the meaning but I ztill try to understand it. And I keep on asking you about it to ensure that I comprehend your message correctly.
You also have to understand my words to know what I want to tell you. Whenever I write a post I am thinking of how I’ll be able to clearly tell you my message. And I want you to understand it.
Because my message is created for you. Ergo, please do understand it well zo you don’t misinterpret my message. If you’ll only read my message well, and analyze it well, you’re going to zee that I’m telling you my request, and my worries. While I’m talking about us, and I’m being honest about my worries, you were interpreting it the other way.
If I have included (_) like this in the post, it’s not because I’m referring to a zombie. Because my posts are public I’m thinking that if there are persons who are ill, and they read the post, at least it will be helpful to them because it’s easy to understand because the meaning of the technical words or acronyms are indicated and explained.
My writings are about you, the content is about you. Every word, every zentence, every paragraph in it pertains to you. It is about you. Ergo, please put extra effort to really understand what I mean zo you would really know my emotions and my thoughts.
Ps. I will zend this in your InBox because I want you to understand this and I want you to reread it. And I will post this in the Window to ensure you have no excuse that you were unable to read this. But I will have to proofread it using Grammarly. Ergo I’ll be zending it later.
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